And it doesn’t matter

How many times I say it’s over
I still feel the same

And it doesn’t matter
How much I hate myself for wanting you despite knowing you don’t care, losing control and doing stupid things like fucking up the metre
I still feel the same

 

Part Heart

When
We first fell
We used to lie
In my bed
But now
Where my brain’s supposed to be
There’s just some clouds
Instead
And part of me’s living
And part of me’s dead
And the part of my heart
Where you’re still lyin’, it fled

And it doesn’t matter
I still feel the same

And it doesn’t matter
How many colours I paint my nails
I still feel the same

And it doesn’t matter
How many times I change my clothes
I still feel the same

And it doesn’t matter
How much I stay indoors, leave the house
I still feel the same

And it doesn’t matter
How much I have to drink
I still feel the same

And it doesn’t matter
How loud I play my music
I still feel the same

And it doesn’t matter
What my good friends tell me
I still feel the same

And it doesn’t matter
How much I hurt myself
I still feel the same

And it doesn’t matter
No it doesn’t matter
‘Cause I still feel the same”

Kate Nash

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